studying.

i don't understand the concept of studying. i think most of my college friends could tell you that. i basically wait until the day before a test and cram all of the information into my memory. then forget it all right after i walk out from taking it the next day.

and if i ever "study" with other people, it's basically hang out time for me, and i ruin them from all chances of studying because i talk too much.

not good. especially because grad school has been a lot more work and i have exams coming up in the next weeks, on top of working three jobs. i need to grow up a little. but really i just don't have time.